Racing through my mind

So many things racing through my mind..how can I get us out of this twisted bind...if you only knew how much it hurts...When I speak the truth and all you can do is throw a dirty look and slam the door in my face...I think to myself..What if I faded from exsitence never to return again....Would it weigh on your concious to know ..that our last itneraction was a low blow ..a slap in the face ...would it eat you up inside that i said i loved you and you kept on walking and never turned back...it would tear me up to the point of no return and thats a fact..They say cherish the moments you have but in the heat of the moment we forget all morals and overloads of uncontrollable emotions comes flowing out..Things you say and Things you do effects all the people around you...Running them ragged spreading my emotions thin..you can never imagine the pain i've been in...stress building and my rage stirring just waiting for the chance to come out...Taking advantage of me thinking its okay..but i promise you Karma or Me will catch up to you one day...It wont be pretty and it wont be nice ..I might regret it but thats a small sacrifice...So think twice before you cross me or my loved ones never cross the line ...cause theres always things racing through my mind...

All work and No play

Soo..ive been working like a maniac...im getting burned out on work...I cant complain cause im happy im getting all the hour because my family and I need the money..college isnt gone be a ride in the park when it comes to money...and we have bills that still need to be paid...and we're trying to catch up on everything...and now that my brothers home for the summer and we're all working its hard only having two cars and 3 people working ..because of schedule conflicts...I wanna meet someone cool this summer..prefferably a guy that i can hang with ya know get know :)...anyway Ive been wanting to hang out with my two best friends porkchop and bean dip ...they're real people lol thats just there nick name to protect there identities :) cuz theres soome crazies running around in our society today..haha... anyway like i was saying ive been wanting to hang with them and never seem to have time which makes me muy muy triste (very very sad) but i have friday off work and hopefully i can do something with them!!

Irony much?

Soo..I stayed up pretty late last night talking to my bestie on the phone and computer we were being reallly goofy but hey thats just us for ya :) anywho..after i got off the phone i was singing which i do alot ..not very well but i enjoy it and i attempted to make a video..didnt work out so well but tomorrows a new day lol...I spent time with my madre which was nice ..we watched confessions of a shopaholic which was such a cute movie then we went out to get her hair cut and to do al ittle shopping (how ironic after watching that movie) but I didnt get anything of course lol...our little outing was abruptly cut short because i had to be at work @ 4 and it was 3:30 already :( ...work was soooo slow and longgg..but i made the best of it as always and made customers smile...We got done with all our closing duties early and everything was going according to plan until i look down and notice that the safe has locked itself with the door open... so the bars that seal it shut are sticking out and i have to punch in the code and wait another 10 minutes just to close it !!! then i finally get it closed and im punch in my alarm and im heading out the door and the lock on the door wont !!its jammed and im about to kill the door haha not really but you know i was frustrated..so my co worker and his gf came and helped me closed the door life savers ! :D But after working so hard to leave early how ironic that all those delays happened and i ended up leaving around the time we normally get out haha.. I got to talk to my other good friend jasmine who is away at college up in dallas.. i miss her and all her silliness..and of course she misses all her friends down here..hopefully she can come visit soon!!

My first blog..The Run down

So as you can tell from the title this is my first blog...So i'll just give you a run down on whats been recently going on with me and take it from there! So I graduated from high school wooo so stoke to finally be out of there...graduation was long but worth the wait i guess..there was about mmm 649 other people gradauting with me ..YEAH a butt load of kids haha...at the end once they told us to move our tassles everyone proceeded to throw thousands of bouncy balls ..i guess as replay of one of our many senior pranks...so thousands of bouncy balls are flying all of the place, balloons start to fall everywhere, people are crying and cheering, and its pretty much just chaos haha...Moving on a couple days later I was helping my cousin move and I was attacked by bees and in the process of running i hit a pole which knocked me down casuing me to hit my head on the moving truck...even though i wasnt stung it was quite tramatic and hilarious all rolled into one ...the next day I had college orientation up in houston...Im a little intimidated and nervous but theres some cute guys and hopefully I'll make it okay up there..I've started working out and eating more healthly things ..still have a few junk food things but i eat in moderation..So far I've lost 7 pounds and dropped a few in pants sizes..woot go me..Anyway..night before last there was a high speed chase not only in my neighborhood but on my street!! it was crazii and they ended having cops, firetrucks, and helicopters all throughout my neighborhood..it was pretty intense and also quite random lol..wow i did great for my first blog :D anyways thats all for now !! im outtie like a belly button lol peace!