Racing through my mind

So many things racing through my mind..how can I get us out of this twisted bind...if you only knew how much it hurts...When I speak the truth and all you can do is throw a dirty look and slam the door in my face...I think to myself..What if I faded from exsitence never to return again....Would it weigh on your concious to know ..that our last itneraction was a low blow ..a slap in the face ...would it eat you up inside that i said i loved you and you kept on walking and never turned back...it would tear me up to the point of no return and thats a fact..They say cherish the moments you have but in the heat of the moment we forget all morals and overloads of uncontrollable emotions comes flowing out..Things you say and Things you do effects all the people around you...Running them ragged spreading my emotions thin..you can never imagine the pain i've been in...stress building and my rage stirring just waiting for the chance to come out...Taking advantage of me thinking its okay..but i promise you Karma or Me will catch up to you one day...It wont be pretty and it wont be nice ..I might regret it but thats a small sacrifice...So think twice before you cross me or my loved ones never cross the line ...cause theres always things racing through my mind...